rough day

This won't be a long post. I don't have much to talk about. I didn't go to the hospital today, so all I know is what john tells me. They are trying to wake Jenny up so they aren't giving her any medicine. None what so ever. Only morphine when they change her dressings. Its been a rough day for Mom
I really don't know everythings that's going on because its hard for mom to talk about it right now. And I really don't think she wants to talk at all to anyone, which I don't blame her. And john nor myself got to be there today. We all knew this day would come, but its still hard to deal with. They really need her to start waking up. Its been a month. That's a long time to be asleep. She is going to hurt but it has to happen. I can't imagine what mom is going through watching her wake up like this. Honestly I know I can't see this. I cannot do it. The one day I aww her half way like that I had a hard time not going off on the nurses when they told us she want in pain after we told them she was trying to scream and squeezIng our hand and crying. She wasn't in pain? Ok yeah I believe that! I wanted to slap them. It doesn't take a specialist to know when someone is in pain. So I am kindz glad I am not there. I would be crying my eyes out. I would love to be there for mom but I know the only thing that is going to make her better is Jenny getting better and not being in pain. I know this is necessary though. That's what I have to keep telling myself! Its necessary! Anyways I just wanted to give a little update. So please pray for Jen and for god to ease her pain, give her comFort, and to take her mind to a peaceful place while this is all happening. Reember send her an e greeting by going to memorial hermann . Org and click patients then e greeting she is at the hospital in the medical center and in room 316. I made a book that we are keeping them in for her when she wakes up. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers these next couple of days!