some bad news

This morning we received some bad news. Her blood work shows she has an infection. This is really bad because her body is still in shock and can't fight this off. They think its in her lungs from the smoke damage. Since Saturday she has had a tube draining all the char smoke from her lungs. It looks so weird to just see all that black junk being drained from her. They are going to put her isolation. They tried to wake her up today and she was non responsive and couldn't breathe on her own. She is running a fever. have been praying for a fast recovery with little scars when I should have just been praying she makes it through no matter how long it takes. I swear I don't know what my family and I are going to do If she doesn't make it. Who is going to stay up with me late on Christmas eve drinking and rapping presents last minute? Who is gonna pass out Christmas presents the next day? Whose going to help me stuff moms stocking? Every holiday Jen mom and I share a bottle of wine or some girly drink. We all end up staying up late just laughing and hanging out. Jenny is the best aunt anyone could ask for. When she has talan she is so devoted to only him. I have never really had to buy him toys or clothes because her and mom are always spoiling him. We have Jens ipod in her room and on so she can hear her music. She loves music. There isn't a day that goes by that I haven't seen her without her ipod. Why did this happen to her? Why is she the one chosen to suffer through this? She is one of the most giving, bubbly, caring person I know. She is so smart and has so much more to accomplish. She has so many friends that she loves so much. And her family....she loved her mom. They had spats just like every other mother and daughter but also had a connection and relationship most people envy. she loves her brothers. And she is still daddy's lil girl. My prayer is that she wakes up, that she begins breathing on her own. I pray god gives her body the strength and nutrients to heal and fight this. Please give the doctors the knowledge and medicine to treat her. Please take this infection from her body. And lastly while she sleeps make her have good dreams that keep her peaceful. I know she has the strength to over come this. She has to! She just has to!!!